I gotta tell you… people never cease to amaze me.
I fully admit to putting my shit out there - especially because I have nothing to hide. I don’t have secrets, nor do I need to because I always operate from the best possible place.
When there becomes a reason to have a secret, trust me, NO ONE WILL KNOW ABOUT IT.
For now I don’t have to worry about it.
That’s why I could care less if people talk shit about me. The Universe KNOWS who I am and rewards me everyday for the things I do in life, the people I protect and the people I love - all of them unconditionally.
The one thing that shocks me ( and at a consistently alarming pace! ) is finding out who is lurking over my Facebook page. Holy crap - it’s much worse than I thought!
I personally think people could care less who I am and what I am up to.
I’m just being me. Brash, loud, loving, caring - throw in a little hardcore for good measure. I’m not changing for anyone.
If you don’t like it - unfriend me or block me.
Go ahead, press that button it makes no difference to me.
As long as I’m having fun, being creative and honest, I could care less who is watching. So when I find out that not only are people looking closely, but all out OBSSESED over my pictures and posts, it’s not only mind boggling, but most of the time it’s the last person you would think it would be and it turns out it’s more people than I thought!
I’m flattered people… but really?
Case in point last night. I went to grab a bite with a friend, and he tells me another mutual friend was addicted to my page and calling him daily to report everything I write and the pictures I post - most of it about REAL MAN mind you. So this guy was obsessing over me with another guy? Seriously?
Why didn’t he just call me and ask me about it for crying out loud?
Then I run into another FB friend later that evening. As I walk in to the restaurant, he looks at me and immediately recognizes me. He asks “Your Cece right?”… I said yes of course, although a little confused because he didn’t look familiar to me ( not everyone posts blatantly clear pics of themselves all over like I do ). As soon as he introduced himself I immediately recognized his name from Facebook. As we chatted, he mentioned the pics I put up just today and how he categorized and assessed them in an ever so witty way. Again, really? You remembered what I posted and cared enough to evaluate it?
In his estimation, this one was 80’s porn…
…and this one was 90’s porn.
I could see where he was going with that and he wasn’t far off the mark I guess. Although I am no expert on 80’s and 90’s porn - or any porn for that matter.
Just last week, the day after Thanksgiving, I recieved a multitude of beautiful texts from a young and very handsome 23 year old friend of my daughter’s. He is literally HALF MY AGE and was so expressive in what he communicated to me …
So next time you think no one is watching… think again… and make sure you’re wearing clean underwear cause god only knows what’s being exposed!
I’m picking up what your putting down people!